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Moon, Star on the Damned
They said, since we are cursed
Let's make war, let's spread the blood
They thought, we deserve it since we are cursed
And they ran over each other, there was more
The darkness became menacing
A harmless thing reflecting
What was roaring silently, inside of us all
In the mirror, the image we created for ourselves
With all its creeds of salvation
With all the propaganda of purity
With all the refutation of the perfect
With all the statements, insufficiency
With the mark of sin, in front
With the mark of all, shared
With the mark of broken noses
With the mark on the stomach
The fear of the sun because in appearance
You are almost naked and feel no shelter
When the nearest star arrives, they said
Our penance will be the pleasure that corrodes
We will flee from death as we approach it
But very true, the imminent punishment
That we inflict on ourselves, for believing
Which from the minds snatched the life that passed away
With all its dreams of salvation
With all the babble of purity
With all the variations of perfection
With all the visions, insufficiency
With the moon of sin, we gaze
With the moon of all, shared
With the moon of broken wings
With the moon in the heart
They thought they were snakes, they left
They made nests to lay eggs
Devious, they began to poison
Weak impressionable prey
Managed ephemeral influences
Wanted to redeem themselves from the mark
When they could simply disavow
Exit the hypnotic state
With poisons of self-redemption
With the killing of the impure
With all variations of the perfect
With all visions, insufficiency
With the venom of the brand, we watch
With the poison of all, shared
With the poison of broken wings
With the poison in the voice

Pioneer's dream
Hiding in the deep, where echoes hide
Eyes open, but spirit dreams
Through veils of time, a vision clear,
Awakening of the world comes
In society's bustling, ceaseless race,
Pacing stops, a sacred space.
Oh, let us dream of minds that soar,
Contemplations open our eyes.
In solitude, the mirror's gaze,
Reveals the paths of bygone days.
The lessons learned, the wisdom gained,
In quiet moments, unrestrained.
No harsh judgment, no scornful eye,
But understanding, simple and high.
To see oneself in truth's embrace,
And, through that lens, the world to face.
A wish, a dream for every heart,
To know oneself, an artful journey.
For in our mirror's gentle light,
We find the strength to make things right.
In society, a ripple cast,
From introspection, unsurpassed.
A kinder world, empathy recognized,
And understanding breaks the hate.
To pause and ponder, hearts entwined,
A chance for growth, for humankind.
For in our inner search's enlightening,
We foster change, we take a chance.
Imagine then, this world aglow,
With minds that learn and hearts that grow.
A dream, a wish, a hopeful plea,
For self-evolving's dawn.
So let us dream, let us stay,
For brighter, kinder, wiser days.
A world transformed by inner brightness,
Through self-reflection, we embrace.

White bandage
She questioned herself, twisted in her refusal to accept
Who's to know? What will it be like?
To know... To illuminate... Scintillating the truth
Stumbling around the corners
Of mind and soul, seeking
The traverse of speeches and preachings
What's left? but a lump of talk
Weariness of walking, hardness of frustration...
Hopes drowned in confusion
The sea of what could be, taste of old age
Eyes that do not want to cry or see more
Spirit that does not die in adversity
Choosing a lonely path, leaving
Not being in the present, past or future
Dreaming without soul, submerging in blind stupor
The unpunctual, arrived early, untimely
Like moody poltergeist
She herself, crumbled without disintegration
She put on bandages and garments, white
So that she would be seen as a saint while lying

Pilgrimage of Doom
A waking vision takes away
Roads of fire on the horizon
In the temple,
Desolated and crumbling
I know you knew, what is not
What it was and who was but you
Now you bloom into the abyss
And touch knowledge of us
And eternity will not fill
Dusk is the hour when I
Am the commander forever
Taking the drapes insomniac
Lost in your universe, so vast
And I know, but you won't
One eon at a time, I will
Realize pilgrimage within
From me reborn the eye
Dead and eating, flesh, and bone
Stars anew this promise
Intimate is the blood
Shade is the light of your sorrow
A line will be lost forever
In an ended cycle, undead
The calmness of the release
In the eyes of curtains
Where the wind trembles
And a calling touches
Chill and despair, untouched
Hear the calling of the womb
Parting to the lost voyage
Found in tombs of wisdom
Howl of flowers by the moonlight
Laughing wolves through the stars
But I am gone and I live
Awake to the kiss of night
Asleep with open eyes, listening
To tails and wonder, searching...

To be reborn
Why not for a change this time, lose the loneliness you long for? Why not close your eyes and open them inward? Why sprout in allegory of meaningless melancholy? Unless stagnation is a meaning of life or a plan. Paths to the abyss do not lead to the courage you boast.
Get the tattoo of an ancestral promise for a meaning that was lost. Provoke the earthquakes that will start a new cycle, and if you doubt that you will be reborn, just dare. Never has the true self been extinguished.
Make me feel that light, yes... because never the sea of worries made it extinct, only cloistered. In an alley of pessimisms I saw you lost making the days equal and lost without any hope in the horizon. If you woke up to that light maybe you would see that the rainbow could be the path of your days accompanied by the many celestial arms that you have ignored so much. Just ask them...

Hermit of solace
At the pinnacle of consciousness
He debated against himself, he understood
Deliberating the things of colors
He gambled to change between chips
A knight, a bishop, and promotion
Searched for what no one wants to see
Dark shadows that we ignore
But he doesn't want to lose his key
So as not to lose his solace from the eye
Of a perpetual storm, beaten down
Among leftovers glorified in ashes
Solace seeks among the dance of light...

Sphinx
A sphinx rises to the sky
There was the water, they needed
To carry procession and lament
All because they were in anguish
If there's no road, Apia
Reasons that exist sometimes
To travel some road
In the vast garden of fish
I struggle in horizons
As much as the teachings
In windmills don't think me
Inside are the gems
Sing your cobblestone song
Brick by brick, forward
Go on if you haven't found
You see the enduring man
See again and if he loses
There is no order in the collage
Naturally it was only art
Searches returns and gets lost

Solace of Darkness
The journey I took one day
Make it deep, toast to me
Sometimes as if to die I felt
A glimpse of a tombstone, flesh and blood
Some climb the mountain beyond
A promise of an embracing sun
Back to what we came from, the earth
Of the reason for being, I am that decensor
Let the moon inhabit my heart, reveries
If once the wind at my back will blow
Maybe from the tombs we would wake up
And of your visions you will finally speak to me
Shall we show some moment of sincerity?
In the one time that we are here present
Blindness is the greatest of all your wickedness
That you give yourself for what else, we do not know

I would smile at you
Those words of wisdom furrowing
And me trying to surprise you
Maybe some naughty word
Careful don't take me as mad
The breeze brings me tales of you
That I don't know whether to believe, hear reason
This bubble if it's from you
If it weren't so bon bon
The sea sings to me of your feelings
The serenity that two of us have
From your skin I can well discern
Something of pearls, something of dreams

Specially for you
Welcome to the shreds of true fortune and chaos.
Beware of illusions of order and harmony
Embracing life bled in conquest
Double the facet of the most uncomfortable conformity
Leave the room and unmist the windows during the rain
It rains lies and fallacies in the garden of civilization
The jungle invites without promises of being a good host
Unless forgetting is a good stay, pen to thoughts
Flowers of epiphanies pour on television, without honey, and with mint
An army on its knees and blind ensures corruption
Manufacture of soul dissociation, clinging to the past
Intelligible hands embrace spontaneity's standard
A dance of a spinning top within a box, buried
Behold the horizon broken and chains laughing
Stars fleeing and volcanoes celebrating, what's coming?
What if the seas went to the skies? Perhaps we would conquer the now

The Torturium
Within reach, available
Here it is, take it
The work of minds
That scatters, that calls
The forest of lost glances
A paper that dictates destinies
A duet of perpetuation and miracles
A balance swinging erroneously
And the sword, sown from that tree
The tree I called home, not knowing
Why the clouds wept
Losing hope among voids
Why the birds fly
But they neither sing nor contradict
Docile freedom that permeates the tears
Hidden in matter, by furrows of quests
If the earth were to explode, perhaps
Someone would shout the truth
The truth of turmoil
Of productive extermination
Of being...
PS: Forgive evil, for it knows only cold, darkness and loneliness....

Metamorph Heart
On a Wednesday of ashes my heart was healed
In a cold March I vowed never to see you again.
But still I fear the waters of my heart will make me see
What no longer must be, for what I was
If we kissed, it would be nostalgia gone backward
If we danced, it would be steps backward
We did not make moorings in aspirations
Nor in priorities, all lost and scattered
Memories are tears with you
Though they twinkle like shooting stars
For between stars, there was darkness
And no conscience... of helping hands either
The ship sails, it's lost
And grooves celebrate, a crossing
Flaming and aquatic
Flowered of time
In a nebula of skies healed my heart
In a cold sap I determine, not to return
But still I fear the gallops of the heart will make me see
What is no longer to be, for what I did not see
If we were to touch, it would be fond trauma
If we move, it would be slips backwards
We made no ties in aspirations
Nor in the beats, all scattered rain
Memories are tears with you
Though they twinkle like shooting stars
For between stars, there was darkness
And no realization... of hands that would save
The ship sails, it's lost
And grooves celebrate, a passage
Flaming and aquatic
Blossomed from time