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Moon, Star on the Damned

They said, since we are cursed
Let's make war, let's spread the blood
They thought, we deserve it since we are cursed
And they ran over each other, there was more
The darkness became menacing
A harmless thing reflecting
What was roaring silently, inside of us all
In the mirror, the image we created for ourselves


With all its creeds of salvation
With all the propaganda of purity
With all the refutation of the perfect
With all the statements, insufficiency

With the mark of sin, in front
With the mark of all, shared
With the mark of broken noses
With the mark on the stomach

The fear of the sun because in appearance
You are almost naked and feel no shelter
When the nearest star arrives, they said
Our penance will be the pleasure that corrodes
We will flee from death as we approach it
But very true, the imminent punishment
That we inflict on ourselves, for believing
Which from the minds snatched the life that passed away

With all its dreams of salvation
With all the babble of purity
With all the variations of perfection
With all the visions, insufficiency

With the moon of sin, we gaze
With the moon of all, shared
With the moon of broken wings
With the moon in the heart

They thought they were snakes, they left
They made nests to lay eggs
Devious, they began to poison
Weak impressionable prey
Managed ephemeral influences
Wanted to redeem themselves from the mark
When they could simply disavow
Exit the hypnotic state

With poisons of self-redemption
With the killing of the impure
With all variations of the perfect
With all visions, insufficiency

With the venom of the brand, we watch
With the poison of all, shared
With the poison of broken wings
With the poison in the voice

Pioneer's dream

Hiding in the deep, where echoes hide
Eyes open, but spirit dreams
Through veils of time, a vision clear,
Awakening of the world comes

In society's bustling, ceaseless race,
Pacing stops, a sacred space.
Oh, let us dream of minds that soar,
Contemplations open our eyes.

In solitude, the mirror's gaze,
Reveals the paths of bygone days.
The lessons learned, the wisdom gained,
In quiet moments, unrestrained.

No harsh judgment, no scornful eye,
But understanding, simple and high.
To see oneself in truth's embrace,
And, through that lens, the world to face.

A wish, a dream for every heart,
To know oneself, an artful journey.
For in our mirror's gentle light,
We find the strength to make things right.

In society, a ripple cast,
From introspection, unsurpassed.
A kinder world, empathy recognized,
And understanding breaks the hate.

To pause and ponder, hearts entwined,
A chance for growth, for humankind.
For in our inner search's enlightening,
We foster change, we take a chance.

Imagine then, this world aglow,
With minds that learn and hearts that grow.
A dream, a wish, a hopeful plea,
For self-evolving's dawn.

So let us dream, let us stay,
For brighter, kinder, wiser days.
A world transformed by inner brightness,
Through self-reflection, we embrace.

White bandage

She questioned herself, twisted in her refusal to accept

Who's to know? What will it be like?

To know... To illuminate... Scintillating the truth

Stumbling around the corners

Of mind and soul, seeking

The traverse of speeches and preachings

What's left? but a lump of talk

Weariness of walking, hardness of frustration...

Hopes drowned in confusion

The sea of what could be, taste of old age

Eyes that do not want to cry or see more

Spirit that does not die in adversity

Choosing a lonely path, leaving

Not being in the present, past or future

Dreaming without soul, submerging in blind stupor

The unpunctual, arrived early, untimely

Like moody poltergeist

She herself, crumbled without disintegration

She put on bandages and garments, white

So that she would be seen as a saint while lying

Pilgrimage of Doom

A waking vision takes away

Roads of fire on the horizon

In the temple,

Desolated and crumbling

I know you knew, what is not

What it was and who was but you

Now you bloom into the abyss

And touch knowledge of us

And eternity will not fill

Dusk is the hour when I

Am the commander forever

Taking the drapes insomniac

Lost in your universe, so vast

And I know, but you won't

One eon at a time, I will

Realize pilgrimage within

From me reborn the eye

Dead and eating, flesh, and bone

Stars anew this promise

Intimate is the blood

Shade is the light of your sorrow

A line will be lost forever

In an ended cycle, undead

The calmness of the release

In the eyes of curtains

Where the wind trembles

And a calling touches

Chill and despair, untouched

Hear the calling of the womb

Parting to the lost voyage

Found in tombs of wisdom

Howl of flowers by the moonlight

Laughing wolves through the stars

But I am gone and I live

Awake to the kiss of night

Asleep with open eyes, listening

To tails and wonder, searching...

To be reborn

Why not for a change this time, lose the loneliness you long for? Why not close your eyes and open them inward? Why sprout in allegory of meaningless melancholy? Unless stagnation is a meaning of life or a plan. Paths to the abyss do not lead to the courage you boast.

Get the tattoo of an ancestral promise for a meaning that was lost. Provoke the earthquakes that will start a new cycle, and if you doubt that you will be reborn, just dare. Never has the true self been extinguished.

Make me feel that light, yes... because never the sea of worries made it extinct, only cloistered. In an alley of pessimisms I saw you lost making the days equal and lost without any hope in the horizon. If you woke up to that light maybe you would see that the rainbow could be the path of your days accompanied by the many celestial arms that you have ignored so much. Just ask them...

Hermit of solace

At the pinnacle of consciousness

He debated against himself, he understood

Deliberating the things of colors

He gambled to change between chips

A knight, a bishop, and promotion

Searched for what no one wants to see

Dark shadows that we ignore

But he doesn't want to lose his key

So as not to lose his solace from the eye

Of a perpetual storm, beaten down

Among leftovers glorified in ashes

Solace seeks among the dance of light...

Sphinx

A sphinx rises to the sky
There was the water, they needed
To carry procession and lament
All because they were in anguish
If there's no road, Apia
Reasons that exist sometimes
To travel some road
In the vast garden of fish
I struggle in horizons
As much as the teachings
In windmills don't think me
Inside are the gems
Sing your cobblestone song
Brick by brick, forward
Go on if you haven't found
You see the enduring man
See again and if he loses
There is no order in the collage
Naturally it was only art
Searches returns and gets lost

Solace of Darkness

The journey I took one day
Make it deep, toast to me
Sometimes as if to die I felt
A glimpse of a tombstone, flesh and blood
Some climb the mountain beyond
A promise of an embracing sun
Back to what we came from, the earth
Of the reason for being, I am that decensor

Let the moon inhabit my heart, reveries
If once the wind at my back will blow
Maybe from the tombs we would wake up
And of your visions you will finally speak to me
Shall we show some moment of sincerity?
In the one time that we are here present
Blindness is the greatest of all your wickedness
That you give yourself for what else, we do not know

I would smile at you

Those words of wisdom furrowing

And me trying to surprise you

Maybe some naughty word

Careful don't take me as mad

The breeze brings me tales of you

That I don't know whether to believe, hear reason

This bubble if it's from you

If it weren't so bon bon

The sea sings to me of your feelings

The serenity that two of us have

From your skin I can well discern

Something of pearls, something of dreams

Specially for you

Welcome to the shreds of true fortune and chaos.

Beware of illusions of order and harmony

Embracing life bled in conquest

Double the facet of the most uncomfortable conformity

Leave the room and unmist the windows during the rain

It rains lies and fallacies in the garden of civilization

The jungle invites without promises of being a good host

Unless forgetting is a good stay, pen to thoughts

Flowers of epiphanies pour on television, without honey, and with mint

An army on its knees and blind ensures corruption

Manufacture of soul dissociation, clinging to the past

Intelligible hands embrace spontaneity's standard

A dance of a spinning top within a box, buried

Behold the horizon broken and chains laughing

Stars fleeing and volcanoes celebrating, what's coming?

What if the seas went to the skies? Perhaps we would conquer the now

The Torturium

Within reach, available

Here it is, take it

The work of minds

That scatters, that calls

The forest of lost glances

A paper that dictates destinies

A duet of perpetuation and miracles

A balance swinging erroneously

And the sword, sown from that tree

The tree I called home, not knowing

Why the clouds wept

Losing hope among voids

Why the birds fly

But they neither sing nor contradict

Docile freedom that permeates the tears

Hidden in matter, by furrows of quests

If the earth were to explode, perhaps

Someone would shout the truth

The truth of turmoil

Of productive extermination

Of being...

PS: Forgive evil, for it knows only cold, darkness and loneliness....

Metamorph Heart

On a Wednesday of ashes my heart was healed

In a cold March I vowed never to see you again.

But still I fear the waters of my heart will make me see

What no longer must be, for what I was

If we kissed, it would be nostalgia gone backward

If we danced, it would be steps backward

We did not make moorings in aspirations

Nor in priorities, all lost and scattered

Memories are tears with you

Though they twinkle like shooting stars

For between stars, there was darkness

And no conscience... of helping hands either

The ship sails, it's lost

And grooves celebrate, a crossing

Flaming and aquatic

Flowered of time

In a nebula of skies healed my heart

In a cold sap I determine, not to return

But still I fear the gallops of the heart will make me see

What is no longer to be, for what I did not see

If we were to touch, it would be fond trauma

If we move, it would be slips backwards

We made no ties in aspirations

Nor in the beats, all scattered rain

Memories are tears with you

Though they twinkle like shooting stars

For between stars, there was darkness

And no realization... of hands that would save

The ship sails, it's lost

And grooves celebrate, a passage

Flaming and aquatic

Blossomed from time